everything i do, i think of u 1st..


anything i dont bear to use for years, i use it on you without a second thought


doing real stupid things, just to help you.


spending thousands of dollars, just for you.

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stupid or dedicated? you decide. i just feel that, i still love u.
afew have knocked, all sent walking. stubborn or steadfast? you decide.
am i worthy or truly dedicated to u, i have no say.
looking at u everytime, i dono to smile or fear.
it aches 2inches to the left, yet i want to be around you.
its been sometime through this nightmare and i have totally learned mistakes.
the last time aint taught me anything, but this did.
only with having learned, that i'll be this certain and unwilling to yield holding on.
holding on is painful, lonely and crazy.
will u get another 'boy' this crazy for you, i rest my case.

creator, eugene chiam
for, you