training was alright today... i dono why when i talk to any girl, the bros will like chey chey chey... -_-. they should know thats impossible uh... my expectations aint that.


and i am quite pissed of with one of my best teammate in rp.. bj. damn it.. can see he's quite down to earth. get close to people who shoots well. especially wendy. so i thk he in particular help her bf alot... i stand one side can see very well.. when wendy is nt around, he stick n play wif elwin. when wendy is around, he don care much about elwin and 100% talk to wendy n her bf... haix.

1st time i shouted at him, SHUT UP BJ! was alr quite pissed and when i was talking to coach he say chey chey chey... like say me haolian. cox coach ask me don over push myself, but i wanna push e limits, be able to take more... fuck!!!!!!


anyways... i do wish to care everything abt you... but if u dont want me to, i wont.. =)

and i do cherish e things u've given me. and i really do hope u keep e stuff i've given u.. especially e very first few or significant 1. like the 1st gift i gave u for your 1st gold medal.. =)