half out of action

ok man... today is worse den yesterday i would say... yesterday nite's sleep is gooooodness man.. cox of my nose i cant get to sleep.. sore and running.. today only shot 72 arrows.. but i realise a new techniqe.. ok la not new, but new to me.. its better i would say.. but more taxing on my bow arm.. yesterday i shot without any feeling... today the feeling is pain.. absolute pain.

out of the 2 set, i did take 1 set's score... 30m: 319.. with the 40cm indoor 3in1 triple face 5 ring.. ok la quite an acheivement i would say.. the furthers i went so far.. pushing the limits, breaking new horizons...

ok la, for my actions u can hate me.. i deserved it.. but no need make until like this ba? anyways nt only ya'll 2 wearing same ma, still got other ppl also. i'm just merely choosing a alternative which i spend my money better and not making it a white elephant by not wearing it next time.. i'm looking at it broad based this time, not copying ya'll ok? get that in ur mind 1st. NOT COPYIN YA'LL. i only have 2 options, so i chose the one which serves me best. ya'll can have watever same stuff ya'll want.. dont turn the positive force into a negative 1.. pls

and people reading or those who will convey message 1, pls dont ka lan jiao wei... dont add or remove certain words from me to suit YOUR own agendas... i'm fully aware of it but not bring it up only.

those who dont feel comfortable reading on what i'm writing, simply hit the red X button on the top right of this browser and never come back. its is my dairy. only friends and those who caree are welcome.

every mother's son and daughter (means everyone) is bloody tellin and askin me to drop it.. i dono why am i bloody still hanging on.. got money earn meh? reputation will go higher? or will it benefit me in any way? all no leh... but den why still like this? i got no bloody idea neither.. its chemical.. maybe must take one step futher alr. no choice.88

fuckin makin me low in mood. only remembering the good stuff, not the bad.