absolute pain

the night was hell man.. i totally cant get to sleep till 4am... tossing and turning on my bed from 11pm till 4. saw things i shouldn't see and know.. make myself more miserable only. at least now i know i aint the most special one. enough le

4am sleep den woke up at 730 becox of the rain.. damn i'm tired and my head still hurts... not to say my muscles... i'm struggling very hard to keep my form and quantity of arrows up... really cant take it liao.. keep closing up today.. i hate closing up man... but i dont have a choice i guess. only did 106 aarrows today.. really cant shoot out the last 2 liao.. quality is like dog food man. atrocious.

and i just found out i forgot to pay weiliang for my lunch... my fish beehoon became fish udon when i reach there... the noodle expand untillllllll............ my soup no more.. den so kind of micheal... ask about my illness... =)

sis, kor and little girl must be somewhere in malaysia waters by now i guess... they're on a cruise.. star virgo.. yesterday night me and mum sent them to habour front... always that cute little girl never fails to bring a smile to my face.. she really know how to make fun of me... laugh at me when i say wrong things or do wrong things... also listening and copying after what i say... so cute.. =)89

i must learn to take care of my own affairs le as no one will be here to double check or remind me stuff.. i must live well and be independant, then next time can take care of my other half (gf, fiance, wife).. not only her takin care of me.. =)