trying

hmm today at training again mr chang made me laugh the most.. haha.. anyways today is my dad's 60th birthday, and he's so talking about it day and night.. ok i shall buy you a cake later when dinner time. mum and sis got him a pen each. mum's dunhill sis's parker.. both quite nice, but i prefer parker's. style man.. haven got one of those with my name on it before.. haha..

oh ya damn shit. my titan sight pin broke. it cost me 148 ok?i'm like so xin tong.. 148 for a sight pin is crazy enough and yet it broke. to hell with it. trouble never comes alone. (huo bu dan xing)

had lunch at JP dian xiao er with jie's family.. haha little girl dont recognise me because i didnt wear spectacles and of the dim light.. she was staring at me the whole time with those frowning face which will cry any moment.. haha.. took her awhile to figure out who am i... later on the car trip back home, i sayang her face and she feels so loved.. keep sa jiao and want more.. hahaha... she've got a similar nose shape with wendy which i find it so cute.. lol
girl girl loves me.. =x
*paiseh ar karin... hahahaha. joking*

kor had a little chat with me and,
"from what he saw and talked to her before also didn't quite understand how did it happen so fast. and said, the guy may do the things she wants very very well. But it doesnt represent anything. Ok we all know your(eugene's) attitude, but she may have saw something in you even more special than doing the things she want a bf to do.
Perhaps feelings, perhaps your background. Its something no one will be the same with you. Furthermore i can still see you love her and your attitude did improve. Well, who knows?
For us we're ok. But mum and gujies part will be much difficult. You must understand they're old le. It might be hard for you, but you must try."


*the ability is one thing, while feelings is another... ability can be trained and learned, feelings can never be the same no matter how hard you try*
*the silver lining*