haix.. pretty vex nowadays.. also dono who to talk to.. club stuff, personal stuff, family stuff.. seriously my mood havent been good for e past 1-2 weeks.. dont feel like doing anything. just slack around.. dono how many ppl kena my attitude alr.. sorry.


inter-club finished just last week but i totally sucked in it.. number 1 is too long nv train, gotta force myself.. number 2 is my mind is very messy.. totally don feel like competing..


3 weeks more will be polite.. god. i dono how am i going to compete in that 1.. alot of eyes are on me.. but this really aint the right time.


haix why am i feeling like that? it was never mine in e 1st place.. so why e fuck am i feeling like this? freaking not logical.. like the saying goes, chances are everywhere.. but is it mine?

NO.