Shot a series of distances today and wrapped it up with 90m.. goodness mr chang shoots well in 90m.. quite consistant to our suprise.. he finally tried the distance i have been pestering him to try since late of 2008.. haha.. and yes, my score is like shit again.. i don't know is it me, or is my body very tired from previous days of training without enough rest.. my form is like shit... "tak bo leh.."
Anyways ping is leaving for shanghai tmr le.. 10am plane.. china eastern airlines.. take care girl! haha anyways i'll be sending you off tmr.. and lim wants to meet me at changi tmr.. sian.. money involved again.. i can never stop owing him can i? lol need to find myself a finance minister.. erm.. also add education minister, social minister, secretary, transport minister if possible..
Ok talking about small girl.. that cute little girl i love so much.. lol
this girl ar.. i think she's getting fond of me playing with her.. she will listen to me le... that day went to ah mah house for her birthday, the place was messy because its small and crowded.. kor didnt want her to wonder around because of people and glass table.. kor and jie ask her to stay and sit.. she dont listen..
I was beside them and i called out girl girl... she looked at me... i gestured her to come infront of me.. she walked to me immediately.. then i tap on the ground and told her to sit down.. she immediately sat and played with me... hahahaha... cute leh.. then when she started throwing her stuff, i looked at her and in a stern voice said, NO AR GIRL GIRL! she stopped immediately..
Hmm not say i only like people who listen to me... but this girl knows that i love her and wants only the best for her... you may not understand why now.. but in the future you will... =)
*if you understand my form of care: not minding you hating me, but i just want the best for the one i love (if not i wouldnt even bother.. why would i want another enemy? i would rather a hi by fren)* ^although i maybe wrong at times.. i'm only human.. forgive me.. =)^
talking about the old days, i have not always done the stuff i should as my status should, but i worked late into the night to provide the person i love with the things she needs but aint always important and what she really wanted.. but i really do care in my own way. supporting behind the curtains.. designing new stuff, improving on current stuff.. thats why i'm always so tired.. lol. also my games.. lol. at night then got the inpiration *although not all stuff i make is successful.. i only declare the successful stuff.. lol*
That day went to jie's house to deliever them the "ji dan gao" egg cake the gu jie's made... kor ask me to go in and tour her room... wow it was so well decorated by her parents... and kor opened his room door to let me see girl girl sleeping... haha... my little angel is sleeping... ya she's my neice.. lol.. so cute her sleeping pattern.. spread out openly.. like a "da" big word in chinese on her mattress.. i see her rashes have subsided.. =)
Previous weeks she had rashes i dont know what made it.. see le very "xin tong" heart pain.. poor little girl.. anyways thanks sis for giving me some organic lolly pops.. quite nice and quite different from anything outside.. because its, organic........
Anyways now i practically have nothing to look forward to le... maybe only the thought of seeing girl girl each weekend ba... thats the only thing i'm looking forward to and pushing my days on... see who can gimme the feeling of looking forward again... fuel my engine to steam full speed ahead.. =)
*opening up*
*no choice, but to accept*
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