touched

Programming P15 today, and i'm so not into it.. stayed in school until lunch time and we left school.. its my first time doing this.. haha.. anyways i still have the full 10 Xs i still can use.. never missed a lesson since start of school.. I'm very tired, but no occassion to use it.. stay at home oso so sian.. so...

Hmm yup went to causeway to watch the movie where got ghost.. quite hilarious but i feel the previous money not enough 2 is nicer.. or is it because of my mood? haha who knows. oh ya.. when buying ticket time i saw liting.. haha this aunty also skipped school and is watching the same movie and same timing as me.. after movie went back to RP with doreen and people to acc her to pay school fees..

during the movie, doreen passed me one stack of papers.. which i am so touch... infact very touched... since the time my math is brought down by my cheating, ken, doreen and wayne have been saying wanna help me with it.. Ken did it on microsoft words and wayne asked me to look thhrough and ask him anything i dont know...

Doreen is incharge of P1-5 i think.. and she did it on paper.. pain stakingly writing everything down, with different colour pens and highlighting important points. I have seen her working on these papers and asking facilitator on which she is not sure on.. I thought it was all her revision..
But today then i understand.. it was all FOR ME!
I'm very touched.. thanks guys... and most of all, thanks girl.. i appreciate this very much.

It was very long since I was this touched.. too long... since i felt this magnitude of love... in this case, my buddy..
Out in this cold world, someone still cares for eugene.. =)
*a sudden jolt of energy recharged*

Going head on and giving my best to the world is taking its toll on me.. I'm getting very tired of it.. ever since i came into RP i've been going on overdrive putting in 99% of my energy in school work.. I have neglected many people and they have suffered.. so have I. I have lost the real meaning of love, chasing maximum grades.
For enterprise what is the point of getting all As, daily grades and UTs? I don't see the purpose now..

There are things out there much more precious and important compared to acheivement.. "she me dou you jia, zhi shi qing qing wu jia", for everything there is a price. but for love, its priceless.
*I regret it very much.. i have learnt this lesson and it will never happen again*


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