let me see.. it was raining again early in the morning, like my heart is crying...
was so very down in school today totally no mood to do.. Anyways introduction to my new good friend, Doreen Tan!
Goodness alot of Tans around and quite close to me... anyways this girl 1 week got 5 lessons, all 5 lessons team with me.
Ok a short intro about how i feel about her. When i first got to know this girl, ffelt that she's very irritating and very stupid. but after teaming with her again and again, starting to see a different side of her. as all can see i'm in a steep dive in sense of performance and mood ba.. the very strong eugene no more liao now so weak. But this girl here everyday team with me, never even complain a word about it. but try to help me, talk to me and initiate most of the work.
THANKS GIRL!
ok for my personal post.
today whole day didnt see her online.. perhaps she never come school again ba.. really affects my mood sooooo much! then today got scolded by richard. 1st time a faci scolded eugene chiam..
haix. si bai. i guess i will be stopping all the nonsense le... if she's mine, she will eventually come bck to me... iif she sees a different me and she wants a future with me ba.
so friends, xin ku ya'll to keep me accompany me liao ar! wahahahaha.
Yesterday was the last day of the 30 days i promised myself i must stop bugging her le... so from today on, its not called 失去方向了 it will be called 没有你.
Yupyup days without you is sooo different and i'm totally not used to it. perhaps i don't want to ba... So hope you're still by my side and i still have the rights to do everything i did... to love you.
But i guess this is a lesson i have to learn ba... For the sake of my future and if god is willing, give her back to me to love her more than anyone can. its my promise to you god, i will try my very best.
I guess i will not be using Computer when i reach home le... Anything important please call or sms me ok guys? haha guess no one will.. because i dont intend to give anyone this add. Maybe to her only. I really cant take the pain when i click onto her blog or his blog.. I wanna know but I am scared to know. Always click the link and wait for it to load, my heart rate fasten... like coming heart attack. I also dono how long can i last like tat before something really happen to me. I remember her link.. So only solution is to pull out the power plug. I'll be so damn bored... OH WELL.
oh ya one last thing wendy baby... i'm not like last time will go backstabbing people who betray me le ok? please dont misunderstand me... talking to them about you makes me feel so good.. not because i backstab feel good. but i'm hao lian-ing about what have you done for me, how perfect and how i really want you... i'm tired of politics le... i just wanna feel happy with you.. so what you see is what is real... I know whta i want and i will wait.
People misunderstand i will fend for you. Because you are perfect, i'm not...cross my heart! =)
I will patiently wait for my baby to come home... this dearr wont ever chase baby off again le... I guess i wont repeat what will be different le... Because she's worth it!
*I have collated 12 problems for Programming le... I also typed instructions and tips for each problem myself to give you a better life next sem! hope got use to you*
pure cuteness!
take care guys. i'm down and out
没有你的第31天
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